Thursday, August 30, 2007

good morning. I feel alot beettter today. Yesterday I was so senseitve in the morning . I actually bearly kept it together as a left a meeting. Just bearly, but I was ok. My friends were there and supportive.

Yesterday turned out fine. I set up the classroom which really made me feel better . Got a reallly great email from Hannah, and then had a really nice dinner with Silvanus and his fammily. I feel really lucky to be around Africans.

Today ,Camilla is out for 2 days which is nice. She's acutally really a good supervisor, it'sjust still nice to have her not there. I'm stll learning to share LW.

HOpefully it won't feel like to long of day.

48 is the pay check...

40 .. would be 400 plus half is 600 plus 8 or 5 is 650 will be the pay check. That's fine. I have a good chunk of $ in my checking account , so I'm ok.

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

i"m ok.
Yestearday at work was ok. It was amazing to be able to talk with a family from Ghana. I'm so excited to have a little 2 little girles in my class who are Ghanian. That's amazing.

Other wise I'm feeling a little unmotivated. I'm worried I will forget my experience and be stuck in this job. I'm at some levels in a panic.

I have to trust that it will shape me. I want to move on to a broader job that works internationally. even though I thought no,,now I think so.

Today is CAP meetings and then classroom set up. that'll be a nice day. Camilla is great. I respect her. and Binh is nice. I miss Catherine. but it's ok.

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Just feelling a little down. wondering about the upcoming day. I feel like I should be doing more. My job will be fine for now, and I'm actually fine with staying, but I'm worried I will become complacent and not really ever get out of it. C. talked all day . All day. It was hard to get any work done. B. is sweet, but I miss Catherine. It'll be nice t ohave Gricel there.

C needs to feel like she has the power.Which is fine and understandable , it's just that I'm a little tired of dealing with new people. I'll be fine C.'s actually a very good supervisor. As soon , as the year continues, things will get in a routine. We'll get into our stride. That'll be fine. I hope the other part of her job keeps her busy.

Today B booked solid, conferneces with no lunch. Ugh. The good part is that we will be done with conferences very soon. I think we'll have most done by today. with like 3 to go. Wow. That'll be nice.